As you guys know I created my short film Autopsie Du Désir not too long ago, I’ve been living abroad just seeing where my art & dick takes me, A new development is that I started staying in hostels to not only network, just meet interesting people in general. There’s been a mixure of good & bad like anything else, however this story, is all good.

Baked out of my mind, returning from some active arcade place with my friend jacob, I spot my friends that I’ve made from the hostel, they’re with these two new people, one is this french girl, to be fair all I remember is her, the other girl became someone who was just there. I notice her, didn’t say anything due to me not wanting a reputation for being one of those weirdos that tries to talk to every slightly attractive chick in the hostel, I’m a lot more of a reserved person than my career lets on, very much introverted. I can’t explain it entirely but she dressed exactly how you’d imagine a french person to dress, she rocked some kind of light green hat with a dark dress, with a french bob to match. Petite & skinny in stature, everything screamed just my type.

It was written all over her face, she was baked just like me, I forgot how our conversation started, just know if a girl likes you she’ll talk to you by any means. One key part in our conversation she pointed out how she liked older men, she’s 19, I’m 20 something. I mention how old I am, she might be the first person that knew how old I was based on how I carried myself, usually people assume I’m much younger by my face. She seem unfazed like it didn’t surprise her. There was this very annoying guy that kept trying to bud into our conversation the entire time.

I could see the visible annoyance on her face, she wanted to get away from him, later through friends I find out he had been trying to talk to her the whole day, she wasn’t feeling it. In that moment I knew what was up, I asked her did she want to go grab food, she agreed of course. We bolted towards the door & were on our way. The conversation flowed fluidly even through movement, we got halfway there when I gestured to hold her hand, it felt right. She muttered something that started with an L in her thick sexy accent, we get to a restaurant in roughly about 12 minutes, this whole time were staring into each others eyes, that same look of admiration & fascination, every fiber in my body told me kiss her, I did, right in the restaurant. I didn’t care who seen us.

All of a sudden she didn’t feel like waiting on food anymore, it was that type of kiss, luckily for us we didn’t order anything yet, we were still looking at menus. I started looking for the nicest airbnbs I could, I’m boujee I can’t help it. I found one with a cave like bar inside of the entrance, I don’t even drink. It started pouring out of nowhere, it was a struggle to find our bolt (similar to uber) we eventually did, I was happy to see that everything looked like the pictures, our room was quite massive, along with oddly being empty, I’m trying to remember, she took off her clothes saying she’s about to get in a shower and I didn’t let her or I grabbed her shortly after we got into the room.

I’m 98% sure it was the first one, lets go with that one, there was loads of passion in our kisses, this whole night was beautiful, I covered her body & face in kisses, this was pure lust, I ate her pussy until I couldn’t bear the thought of not being inside her, I made her cum rather quickly. I can read womens bodies like a forensic pathologist, I still can’t get the face she made as I fucked her out of my head, it was the sexiest expression I’ve ever seen on any woman I’ve had sex with, it was the highest level of submission ive ever seen written all over her face, I fucked her mercilessly, she’d go cross eyed occasionally while letting out a shriek, Id choke her while thrusting every single inch of myself inside her. I wanted her to know she was mine, that even after tonight, she’d remember who fucked her like this. I was completely in the moment the whole time, she mentioned something about me cumming in her I’m sure, I can’t quite remember, I just know I did, every drop I had erupted in her. This was only the beginning, round two we were back at it like rabbits, she’s on her back with it sorta arched & I’m on her left side in like a spooning position fucking her, I couldn’t cum again no matter how hard I fucked her, she eventually taps out.

This whole time we have a movie in the background that were suppose to watch afterwards, she can’t stay up too long because she has a flight at 5am. She facetimed her friend & they spoke to each other in french, I had no idea what they were saying, I imagined all great things, it was cute, she’s cute. I’m a night owl, I order some food, eat then go to bed. In the morning we catch a ride back to the hostel, I kiss her goodbye, only to be met with a push back. That small gesture meant everything, I knew this was a one time thing, our lifestyle was too chaotic, someone would have to give up their chaos, mine made me money, her’s is giving her the growth she needs now, we’d only entrap each other. I asked her where she was going just to hear her voice again I think, it didn’t matter I knew I couldn’t drop everything to follow her nor did she expect me to, she had me figured out in the matter of a few hours, we waved goodbye, Some rejections hold more tenderness than any kiss could.